Archive for February, 2004

new communities

Thursday, February 5th, 2004

finally, i got an invitation to join orkut.com! after all the stir this “community” created… it was about time. so, if anyone reading this wants an invitation, drop me a line. i do not really know what is so attractive about these “networking” communities, but i hope to find out. maybe it’s just like blogging, a new form to express ones individuality while remaining in a “web” (pun intended!) of social relationsships. they all are - that’s for sure - interesting phenomena of the internet culture.

endgame

Wednesday, February 4th, 2004

i am seriously considering to take a sabbatical. each day the same routine: i usually get up around noon, grab a few bites and head for my computer. after checking my mail i end up trying to get some work done. there are two different tasks at hand: my PhD thesis (surprise!) and the very last seminar paper i am ever going to write. the latter has a higher priority right now because it is due by the end of february / beginning of march. i have “lunch” around 5 pm and between 6 and 7 pm i work out on my stationary bike. after that it’s back to work but i am often too tired to focus on writing. so i’d rather watch a new Alias episode or read something about the Apollo Space Program or World War II. speaking of Alias, that girl Sydney really kicks ass! sometimes i envy her, i mean, she’s a genius! fighting terrorists around the world and writing her PhD thesis all at the same time!

Vaughn and Syndey in 2x19 - Endgame

final decision

Tuesday, February 3rd, 2004

i made my decision and now i am feeling bad about it. as a result, i ordered books at amazon. a sad thing to do, but since i haven’t ordered books for about two months now, i guess it was about time. not just for “entertainment” (two books about WW2) but also for “education” (how to study popular culture). and i need to keep telling myself that everything is going to be fine…

personality test

Monday, February 2nd, 2004

according to the “bloginality” test, i’m a INTJ and i believe that most of the things said there about this particular type of personality apply to me.

options

Sunday, February 1st, 2004

i have to move on with life although it’s hard doing so. there are some open questions that need to be answered soon so that i can make a decision what to do. there are several options but secretly i really favor only one of them (or so tells me my gut feeling). that option is the only one i can live with right now. maybe this is going to change in the next few days, who knows. i do not want to quit because i am not a quitter and failure is not an option. what i want is to get the damn job over with ASAP and get the hell out of there. if only i could find the right focus that would be an easy thing to do. i will try, of course.