tomorrow the truth will be told. whatever the result is going to be, there will be some changes in my life generally. if it just happens to be a “close call” (which i really hope it is!), i am going to get on with my life and NEVER ever complain about how it actually sucks. brave words, i know. i am going to try to live a better life, doing things 100% or not at all. i’ll start to enjoy myself more and stop forcing myself to do things that i actually do not like or hate doing. life’s too short to waste it - especially with dull jobs and stupid assigments.