waiting for enlightenment

*yawns* darn i’m tired like hell. did not sleep very well last night as it has been happening so often since the beginning of December. i have little to no clue why, but i guess tomorrow i will know more. i have this appointment at the isotopic department at the hospital in Klagenfurt to find out what is really wrong with my thyroid gland. although i do not neccessarily believe in god i really do pray that it is nothing serious. i’m really scared, you know. if everything turns out fine, i am never going to complain about my life again! the most important thing is that you are healthy. to hell with depression and screw you psychopharmaceuticals big time!