Monthly Archives: January 2004

black hawk down

an ordinary saturday, nothing exciting happened and i am actually glad about that. re-installed Delta Force Black Hawk Down since i did not finish playing it in summer due to the lack of time or motivation. the games does not … Continue reading

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unknown future

i’m gonna change my life. yes, indeed. i am going to base any upcoming decision partly on what i feel instead of what my mind tells me. otherwise i’ll never end up doing something i actually can live with and … Continue reading

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farcry

well, i know i should focus on more important things than upcoming first person shooters but i coudn’t resist to give FarCry a try. it’s amazing! this game kicks ass, looks like 2004 is really going to be a hot … Continue reading

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nightmare

last night i had the first real nightmare in years. that really amazes me. so is the effect of the SSRI finally wearing off, leaving my brain alone to sort out its conflicts. the strange thing is that there was … Continue reading

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nothing new

life’s unfair, yes, i know and i do not want to complain about it. today was a really dull sunday. i am supposed to get some work done which i actually accomplished to some extend. and oh yes, had trouble … Continue reading

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in circles

so what’s on my mind recently? to be honest, not much. yeah i know, i really should start thinking about the class i’m going to teach in march and stuff. instead i’m playing America’s Army and watching Alias. it seems … Continue reading

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calming down

i never believed it, but there is a life after Prozac (or SSRI generally). the only thing that troubles me still a bit is my poor impulse controll, but i guess i’ll get this managed as well. what surprises me … Continue reading

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walk on

And if the darkness is to keep us apart And if the daylight feels like it’s a long way off And if your glass heart should crack Before the second you turn back Oh no, be strong Walk on Walk … Continue reading

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passage

so i finally try to catch up watching Alias. season 3 is in full swing and i am still stuck somewhere at the beginning of season 2. just watched episode 2×08 – Passage (1). oh boy, this show really kicks … Continue reading

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space race

i rarely burst into tears when watching a movie or reading a book. the only movie that makes me cry is Apollo 13 (weird, i know). at the end when the space capsule re-enters the atmosphere with Annie Lennox’s amazing … Continue reading

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