seasonal depression?

i do not really think so, but this overcast and foggy november weather makes things even worse. when i was driving to and from klagenfurt today i really felt like crying. life sucks big time and it’s hard for me to make any sense of it at all. these gray days with little to none sunshine are poison for my mood. i feel empty, not capable to look at the supposedly bright sides of life. oh, where are the good days of the summer ’03? i miss them and the only thing that actually keeps me going is the thought of summer ’04. i really hate winter, especially the months november and december… once the new year has started, life will be… less bad.