Monthly Archives: October 2003

nothing but lonely

Posted on Wednesday, Oct 8, 2003 by Andrea

at first i could not believe it, but now i have to accept it as sad fact: the life of a PhD student is nothing but lonely. i had class today and i felt like i do not really belong … Continue reading →

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red bull gives you wings

Posted on Monday, Oct 6, 2003 by Andrea

a new week has begun and i am still in the same place. i even drank a can of red bull today in the hope of getting things up and running. after months without red bull i’ve almost forgotten how … Continue reading →

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webalizer

Posted on Sunday, Oct 5, 2003 by Andrea

reviewed the recent web server logs and discovered that my blog is drawing some traffic. the most common search string are neurotic (depression), feeling empty, and love me t-shirt. funny, isn’t it? i usually write about my life and things … Continue reading →

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static prevails

Posted on Thursday, Oct 2, 2003 by Andrea

the situation is unchanged. i simply can’t bring myself to continue writing my thesis. however, i guess i determined the reason for my de-motivation: the dull prospect of my future. to be blunt, i am going to be unemployed next … Continue reading →

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what is left…

Posted on Wednesday, Oct 1, 2003 by Andrea

…at the end of the day that matters? not much i would say. i always wake up with the feeling that today i am going to make a difference. but at the end of the day nothing changed, nothing’s different. … Continue reading →

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