reviewed the recent web server logs and discovered that my blog is drawing some traffic. the most common search string are neurotic (depression), feeling empty, and love me t-shirt. funny, isn’t it? i usually write about my life and things i am currently contemplating. as a result, a simple google search gives you an impression what i am like? i don’t think so because i guess we are different people online. we are way more constructing our “self” and identity on the net. and that is one aspect of my thesis as well. btw. i figured that Kiefer Sutherland’s face has some similarities to Meat Loaf’s. am i paranoid here?