Monthly Archives: August 2003

summer ’03

seems like the summer 2003 is over. it’s really chilly outside and soon i am going to miss the high temperatures. darn, i really hate the fall/winter season. everything turned out to be just fine – regarding the “moment of … Continue reading

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moment of truth

i do not know the word to describe how i am feeling. this week is the moment of truth. there are some decisions to be made. possibly important ones. and yes, life sucks, as always.

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alive

i’m still alive although life still stucks… what is there more to say? i’m not in a communicative mood…

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anniversary

today’s the second anniversary of my bicycle crash.

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meet meat

boy, what a weird dream i’ve had this night! i am in class and suddenly mr. meat loaf walks in! he’s on a tour promoting his autobiography and just dropped by to sign a few copies. a clear sign i’ve … Continue reading

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depression

life sucks, again. not even the great bike rides manage to cheer me up. darn, i am in that hole again. at least i do not need to write/work right now. (although i think a lot about my thesis and … Continue reading

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feeling empty

basically i should enjoy this month, having fun and doing things i like. but somehow my mood is not as elevated as expected. i am having this numb, empty feeling – like something is missing. i can’t delight myself playing … Continue reading

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obstacles and hope

“every obstacle is an opportunity”, says lance armstrong in his book. i guess he is right. what would life be without obstacles we have to overcome. they are opportunities to learn something about ourselves. i always remind myself that everything … Continue reading

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scared

hospitals scare the hell out of me. i hate and avoid them. in my whole life (except at my birth, which i can’t remember) i have spend 2 nights in a hospital. these were rather unlucky accidents – believe me … Continue reading

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new start

i have to admit it: i really hated the old design of my personal website. it simply sucked. who uses frames anyway? the reason why i kept it online for such a long time is simple: i did not have … Continue reading

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