Monthly Archives: August 2003

seems like the summer 2003 is over. it’s really chilly outside and soon i am going to miss the high temperatures. darn, i really hate the fall/winter season. everything turned out to be just fine – regarding the “moment of … Continue reading →

i do not know the word to describe how i am feeling. this week is the moment of truth. there are some decisions to be made. possibly important ones. and yes, life sucks, as always.

i’m still alive although life still stucks… what is there more to say? i’m not in a communicative mood…

boy, what a weird dream i’ve had this night! i am in class and suddenly mr. meat loaf walks in! he’s on a tour promoting his autobiography and just dropped by to sign a few copies. a clear sign i’ve … Continue reading →

life sucks, again. not even the great bike rides manage to cheer me up. darn, i am in that hole again. at least i do not need to write/work right now. (although i think a lot about my thesis and … Continue reading →

basically i should enjoy this month, having fun and doing things i like. but somehow my mood is not as elevated as expected. i am having this numb, empty feeling – like something is missing. i can’t delight myself playing … Continue reading →

“every obstacle is an opportunity”, says lance armstrong in his book. i guess he is right. what would life be without obstacles we have to overcome. they are opportunities to learn something about ourselves. i always remind myself that everything … Continue reading →

hospitals scare the hell out of me. i hate and avoid them. in my whole life (except at my birth, which i can’t remember) i have spend 2 nights in a hospital. these were rather unlucky accidents – believe me … Continue reading →

i have to admit it: i really hated the old design of my personal website. it simply sucked. who uses frames anyway? the reason why i kept it online for such a long time is simple: i did not have … Continue reading →